No More

There is no laughter in the hall,
There is no one I care to call.
You left me here all alone,
Knowing I’d be cold as stone.

The hell I raised, the life I lived,
Is gone now, just like I said.
Your good thoughts, and your good deeds,
Weren’t enough for all my needs.

I tried to fight a losing war,
Now it’s over, I am no more.
Wish you were here beside me,
That’s ok, it wasn’t meant to be.

My life’s so cold, as is my heart.
Shame it happened, I’m falling apart.
What can I do, what can I say,
It’ll return again someday.

And until then I think of you,
But it’s too late, nothing I can do.
When you return, I can not change,
It is so sad, I act so strange.

2/17/89