Not My Life

There was never any reason,
The empty heart does not beat.
There is no pain where there is no Love.
Where once was a fool’s joy,
Now tears reside.
Why do you feel to feel only pain?
Was not ignorance bliss?
Why did you seek out emotions?
To feel..now how do you feel?
For not even loneliness hurts as bad as heartbreak.

2010?