Why am I always alone, he turns away from me,
Why should I even try for what I long to be.
I had learned so much from the one before,
Does everyone think I can take much more?
No one can comprehend,
Why my life can not bend.
Hurt and frustration how long this time,
Til another heart ache I find,
Though they promise the world to me,
I’ll always know this can not be.
No one can comprehend,
How long it takes my heart to mend.
I long to cry to mourn my loss,
But it’s the way the coin is tossed.
It’s tossed the same all the time,
And yet tomorrow the sun will shine.
No one can comprehend,
Why do I even bother to try again.
I do not think I will go to another,
It stays the same I don’t need to bother.
I guess this is God’s will to be alone,
So I will sit and turn to stone.
No one can comprehend,
Why I call this life the end.

1989 maybe 96